Surgery

Ok, so I have a somewhat embarrassing confession to make, don’t judge me either! Lol I’m sure someone can relate..

I have a passion for people (which is crazy to even say now, because I was super antisocial & awkward growing up. I honestly didn’t care to even be around people) but anyway, I have this passion that sometimes leads to me going places in my head, like I’ll imagine myself speaking to a crowd of people, encouraging them, praying for them, just being God’s vessel. I’ll even preach to myself sometimes, chile. 😂 so earlier, while I was praying & talking to God, it turned into one of my “sermons” & I asked the “congregation” 😂😂 “y’all ready for the Lord to CUT some things out of your life? Y’all ain’t ready to have surgery!” 🤦🏽‍♀️😭

But then I stopped because I’m like oh wow Lord that’s a word right there!! (At this point I’m hype 😂 I had to hurry up & get out the shower, so I could start writing)

Immediately God said to me, “Going through with surgery is a commitment. Once I do it, it can’t be undone. That thing you want me to fix can only be fixed with your consent. (You got to sign on the dotted line!) performing surgery will SURELY bring about a change that will alter you entire life, but you don’t want that! You wanna keep trying to fix it on your own. You wanna try to manipulate it as much as you can & then come to me like here God, I made it a little better. Put your magic touch on it, so I can keep it in my life! I won’t do it as much, I promise. I know how to turn it on & off now, so it won’t control my life. I fixed it now, so you don’t have to take it completely away!” 😩

(we’re always trying to bargain with God smh)

We say we want change, but our problem is, we want it to be suitable for us.. convenience.. that’s temporary! Which is why we do good for a while, then fall right back.. God wants to do surgery. It’s permanent. Once He cuts that thing up & out, it’s gone forever. God wants to do miraculous works IN & THROUGH us, but there are things we have to allow HIM to change. We can’t change them in our own strength & for some of us, it’s getting to the point where it won’t be changed at our “own leisure” of “choosing” to “let go & let God” it will be snatched from our grip because it’s slowly killing us & those connected to us…..

The thought of surgery is scary, but it’s just that deep, because we’ve been living with these flaws for so long… it’s gonna take more than praying & going to church to fix it. It’s time for GOD to lay HIS hands on us! You ready?!

Ezekiel 36:26-27 (NLT) 🦋

15 thoughts on “Surgery

  1. Jasmine Corbin says:

    My God what a powerful word and shala you never know maybe you are going to be called to do Gods work and preach 💃💃🏃🏃🙌🙌🙌 I will definitely be at the first sermon.

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    • Sha’la Hill says:

      Lol girl I would be all smiles if I was to see your face! Lol thank you for all your support boo!! I appreciate it soooo much! 💕

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    • Sha’la Hill says:

      😂😂😂😂😂 tummy tuckkkk! I cannot! 😂
      I love how He gave it to me though, bc it can be broken down in so many ways. You just never know what type of surgery ppl could use, ya know! 🤔 but thank you so much for taking time out to read!! 😌 I truly appreciate it. 💛 to God be all the glory!

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  2. Mindly_Jungle says:

    I’ve been waiting soo long for you to post new content but that’s not the point.
    Where’s your book already?😭😭😭
    If you ever publish one you have a fan girl here👐🏿
    I’ll buy as many copies as I can afford and distribute them because people really need to experience the work God does through you.
    Okay now that that’s out of the way I can go back to finish reading the post😅

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    • Sha’la Hill says:

      😩 oh my goodness, don’t make me cry! I’m so thankful that I was obedient in even starting this blog, but girl, a book?! 😩 I pray that’s next lol. (You’ll be the first to know! Lol) Thank you so much for all your support!! You make my heart melt. 💛 God bless you, my friend.

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